Tuesday, December 1, 2015

here I go...

It happened a bit fast's official and happening.  I'm being picked up Thursday morning.

Well shit.  I had a huge long blog in my head and I honestly don't have the gumption to post much at the moment.  I can post details tomorrow, I guess.

Just know that....I am actually going.  I'm excited and terrified and....a bit numb.  (probably due to the wine that I secretly bought this afternoon)

Reality is crashing in on me and I can't seem to shake it.  I spent a good amount of time bawling in the shower today...and also panic shopping and panic packing.

Anyway.  Taking my drunk and very sad self to bed now.