Despite some online communities I still feel so isolated and alone in this. For a few short months I had actual people to talk to who knew the same chaos for themselves. Had even overcome it.
This week has been the polar opposite of last week. Eating everything in sight. Destruction in excess. It's extreme but I kind of hate myself for it. I wish I could be easier on myself, actually allow myself a smidge of grace.
Back to work I go. This day needs to hurry. I need a hot bubble bath and sleep.....hours upon hours of dream-filled sleep.